New stars are welcomed into the sky, forever, or something close to that, and I know they belong out there now. I know I shouldn't be sad. I know I shouldn't be mad. I know I shouldn't be confused. Because they're there, and we're here, and that's all there is.
Sometimes I still am. Sometimes, I think of those stars and feel a feeling I don't even have a name for.
Sometimes, the clouds obscure those stars, and I can't remember where I normally look.
This world is so hard to understand, but the world doesn't care that it's confusing and frightening and beautiful all at the same time, it just keeps world-ing and leaving us behind. It often feels like the world left those stars behind, trailing in its orbit and then drifting off into their own galaxies.
But, I think, perhaps, the stars come to visit every now and then, because often they feel a lot closer than we're told stars should be to Earth.
I think.